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our account has ended. the butterfly is dead. good thing, we still have jobs, unfortunately, it's like a demotion... back to taking level 1 calls for DSL this time. training's in graveyard shift... how cute.

this one's more cute and this had made me stop working again for a month.

finding out the real truth was one of the most difficult things to realize, especially if a gay doctor looks at the ulrasound pictures and says in a high-pitched voice, "aaaay, may cyst ka nga!". HOW PATHETIC CAN HE GET?! i dont mind him being gay. good thing, it didnt get to a point where he took a peek at me, but gawd... there's a more sincere way to tell me i have 2 freakin cysts in me, one in each ovary. after that "aaay" line he said.. i just answered him with a low-pitched, pathetic "OOOOUCH!"
got a second opinion from a more trusted doctor in a diff hospital and she confirmed it. aside from that, she also added i have a condition called "adenomyosis". this one cant be cured by an operation. i have to take medications for this.

it's difficult to be a woman!

the docs have to slice up my tummy, just like in a c-section... they have to make a horizontal 7-inch incision near my pelvic bone. the operation was such an experience... waking up when the operation was almost done, asking the doctors if i'd really be awake coz i could feel the movement on my tummy. i was just talkative and funny in the operating table. whatever they injected in me.. i loved it! hahah

recovery in the hospital was really painful and all i did was rant and ask for some injectible narcs. 6 days in the hospital... NOT a good vacation!

now, almost 3 weeks have passed and i'm recovering pretty well, though my tummy still feels painfully numb (cant describe it but it's something like that).

good thing both cysts are benign and they were able to save my ovaries... babies, babies, babies!!!!!!

gonna be back to work this december and i'm not sure what's in store for me.

thanks for those who prayed for me! *hugs* to all of you!!!

Moooooooooood:	sore
Myoooozik:	Crash Test Dummies - Ballad of Peter Pumpkinhead

I love you, Jinggoy!

Moooooooooood:

loved

hay, wishing it's still weekend..
oh yeah, spent the weekend with my hon and a few friends, mostly former officemates (now his current officemates). fetched him saturday morning from his office in QC then we headed to Italianni's in greenbelt (layo, d ba?). met up with more ppl and ate breakfast there. afterwhich, we went to Fidel's house in SanLo to kill time, then left Manila around 3pm. had a convoy of 2 cars, mine's the second one. Taby now has his new nickname... "Couples' car". got to Laguna around 4 or 5.

Moooooooooood:	cranky
Myoooozik:	The Power of Orange Knickers - Tori Amos & Damien Rice

I haven't updated that one yet coz i was a bit swamped with work, having different duties now (same job position) and trying to fix some papers and bills.

anyway, i'll try to update this one as much as I can. I just need to check first how this one looks once I post my very first entry. :)

Moooooooooood:

busy